Thursday, October 21, 2010

a letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Cecil,
Right now, you're not very "dear" to me, but that will change. I guess I get frustrated because I feel like we're always trying to fix things and we never have a chance to just be. We worked out an issue yesterday, and today, we're right in the middle of something else. It's not like I'm expecting perfection, but I'd like to get to the point where there isn't a list of issues to deal with. I trust that that day is coming. In the meantime, I want you to know that I'm not mad at you, I'm frustrated, but not mad. You're a good car, and I got a good deal on you, so I'm willing to accept the fact that you might need some work every once in awhile. Let's just try to go for a while without having something else break. I think we can both agree on that. It's the best for everyone.
Yours in Christ,
Richie

(Don't get me wrong, I've been hurt before, but I was just staring at the computer screen, not able to think of anything to write about. Maybe it means I'm boring, but I can't think of anything that has happened recently that has left me "hurt." I am struggling to find an answer to an important question in my life and it's looking more and more like I need a new job, plus, my football team isn't doing all that great, but there isn't anyone that has mistreated me. It's all just circumstantial.)

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